PRESCRIPTION DRUGS From 14yrs of Age

It’s not just for substance of life

It’s survival

When now is a forever curse

Take this pill they said

Take this pill they said

Try this he said

Up this he said

Add this they said

Try this he said

How do you feel?

Did this work?

Ok then up this

Try this

Add this

Swap this

Your mouth is dry

Your swallowing pills more than you do food

I should be flying

I should be floating on top of the clouds

Where are the unicorns and rainbows?

I should be as light as a feather

Smiling from ear to ear

But no I’m not feeling any better

Am I suppose to increase this

Add more

13 years and counting

Over 30 pills a day

Over 20 pills a day

Back up to 30+ pills a day

Morphine Needles jabbed in my stomach

Morphine Patches on my arm

Wafers disallowing on my tongue

Lignocaine infusion to the left

Ketamine infusion to the right

Reset these receptors and call it a day

Your starting to feel defeated

Liquid morphine in my mouth

I wish I could ride this solo

But it’s always a tick tack type of day

If I have nothing I can’t move

If I forget to take you

It’s game over

We got this sick relationship

One day I’ll find a way to break free from you.